the curtains take in deep breaths, as if they know i need to.
the hum of the day, the dusk settling in, my lap warmed by the addictive portal.
i speak of kindness, of loving your neighbor, but it is more than that.
we must love our words too.
protect them fiercely, know that they carry weight.
we must protect those themes that young and old will absorb,
as if the pulse of humanity depends on it.
it just may.
now, no more shall my lips produce another vile spewing,
i’ve realized i am done with their toxic effects.
i am free! i don’t need to make excuses, nor belittle myself, or others.
my God has set me free, and i no longer need to feel the death grip of fear.
anxiety does not have a hold on me.
for : i know that i will be going to the Highest place of Peace (one day), for the sole purpose that i am loved beyond my earthly understanding.
i am thought so highly of, that my breaths – are counted, measured
as a sleeping babe in swaddles was, once, long ago.
that thought provokes more than just happiness in me.
i am overwhelmed by it.
so, i strive to perfect this earthly breath i have been given, knowing that i shouldn’t and can’t be perfect.
don’t be perfect, it is a waste of breath.
love your best, and the rest will fall into place (i must tell myself).
there was only one perfect one.
and He saved me.
and the words that keep striking me over and over again, are
‘Amazing grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me. I once was lost, and now am found, was blind, but now I see.’
so, if i can just carry that notion, tucked alongside my ribs, it will become my anthem.
i just need to remember to sing it.
amazing grace (in)
how sweet the sound (out)
that saved a wretch like me (in)
i once was lost (out)
but now am found (in)
was blind (out)
but now i see. (in)
i am overwhelmed by grace friends, and it is good.
it becomes my breath.
i am alive, and i am free!
happy monday to you, i hope your night is filled with love and light!