i feel the mist, and yet, i am not affected.
nothing can stop this exhilaration of hope.
i am able to do hard things through one person here, & the Greatest One Ever.
me, & Him.
with work & FAITH.
He has built an unsinkable ship, & held strong through my storms – his coördinates = freedom.
i find it.
i always find it.
Him, there, with his heavenly arms outstretched, calling me to His comfort, His protection.
“rest my child, you are stronger if we bind together, like the braided rope of your anchor to me.”
i wonder if it is that easy.
i realize, He has given me my handsome, bravest, kindest, blue-eyed love, & our very favorite girl.
the silliness we create together, and the adventures of a lifetime (even if we didn’t see a bear).
how could i ever doubt my Father’s love for me, when i have experienced that kind of love?
which is a sliver, or a millionth of a sliver, of His love for US.
but most importantly,
i see HOPE.
i hope that my love is enough to show HIM through all i do.
not just my close people, but those of you whom i pray for with big auspicious prayers, without hesitation, i pray for us all, with HOPE.
and when we get to that great swell, that we are together.
for that is all i SEEK.
ALL of US together.
it makes me happy just the dream of it.
with the Him that started it all, and will conclude with a choir of angels, singing:
hallelujah, you are here. we are here.
i am HOPEFUL that His love will set us ALL free.
you, me, and whomever knows of this kind of LOVE.
is loving yourself is as freeing as giving yourself out of love?
let’s do the work and find out!
we must try to love the hard love every day.
we must laugh, and sing, dance and rejoice, every single day.
include, include, please include your hard-to-loves.
seek the sun, seek the sun, seek the sun. 🙂
if you are faint, cling to HIM.
for He will save us as He did His son.
and for that, we shall always know where our horizon lies.
my horizon is my hope.