if we leave out or exclude, because they aren’t blood.
i am thankful to be learning about 100% inclusion.
if we shame or scold because they aren’t saved.
i am thankful that maybe the peace i receive from my relationship with my Creator could help someone else experience peace too: even if, even though.
if we back down or stay silent because we don’t want to rock anything even if the side of love is tipping it all in the way of safety.
i am thankful that there is an anchor for all of it, always.
if we forget to say it, if we want to leave it behind, and step fully into wholeness of healing, but waves of fear keep us timid.
i am thankful for healing, in all ways, in all its own timing, in all days.
i we have more than enough but our plans get spoiled by the inconvenience.
i am thankful for abundance and leaning into the uncomfortable ways in which i can learn to give more always.
if we experience differently by the sheer truth that our cells do not rage with pain- unfelt because of the side of history, unaware of inequalities, no fear because we have been sheltered from it.
i am thankful that my ignorance is being shattered. i am thankful to unlearn my viewpoint, and relearn that my privilege isn’t something i can dismiss without causing pain to those i love.
if we feel we are less, have less, deserve more, expect more because it isn’t fair.
i am thankful that my brain is seeking, still seeking to notice this narrative and distrust it with every ounce of equality i can muster. i am thankful that the bitter is softened with the sweet. i am thankful for the seasons, the changing of the skies, to show me that we are always moving. i am thankful that i believe we can live them, these seasons, together, going forward, with compromise, hard work, and shared pieces of apple pie. i am thankful that even if this holiday is sweet and hard, i have hope that we see each other, reach out, teach more: of sharing, of past sacrifices, of past pains that need to be healed still, and that most importantly, we can eat together. ONE table, ONE shared meal of grateful grace, even with its flaws, even with, even because of : if we, even if,
i am thankful.